I think we have all been there. That moment that hits you when you realize you did something stupid. If you're lucky you can fix it. But sometimes you can't.
I had one of those moments yesterday. I realized I had made a mistake. I have no one to blame other than myself, so I accept full responsibility for it. I realized it too late and there isn't enough time to fix it. So for the very first time ever, I had to cancel a show. I will not be in Philly next week. It cost me more ways than one. I had to cancel my flight which of course you take a very large penalty for, and I feel as if I let everyone who was expecting me to be there down. I can't apologize enough to those of you who had said you were going to come to the show to see me, and also to my friends who were doing the show as well.
I am just sick about it. All that work, all that stress, all those nights of not sleeping properly and days of not eating right. Running myself ragged to get ready...and now I won't be going. Sigh~
However, Sidhe is now available on my website. If you would like to visit her, you can do that at http://www.blondheart.com/